Effort

The paragraph below is from “The Grapes of Wrath” written by John Steinbeck and originally published April 14, 1939:

“And it came about that owners no longer worked on their farms. They farmed on paper; and they forgot the land, the smell, the feel of it, and remembered only that they owned it, remembered only what they gained and lost by it. And some of the farms grew so large that one man could not even conceive of them any more, so large that it took batteries of bookkeepers to keep track of interest and gain and loss; chemists to test the soil, to replenish; straw bosses to see that the stooping men were moving along the rows as swiftly as the material of their bodies could stand. Then such a farmer really became a storekeeper, and kept a store. He paid the men, and sold them food, and took the money back. And after a while he did not pay the men at all, and saved bookkeeping. These farms gave food on credit. A man might work and feed himself; and when the work was done, he might find that he owed money to the company. And the owners not only did not work the farms any more, many of them had never seen the farms they owned.”

This passage reminds me that property ownership is simultaneously an imaginary man-made construct and a practical reality. Property ownership (if and when it comes about) is a temporary gift that should be nourished with respect and hard work. This is personally relevant as this week I am considering making an offer to buy a house. It is an old house (built in 1836) with much history and character. It needs work. I believe the hands-on effort this house would require will help me to stay connected, but still, as a lifelong renter who with every chance rails against property ownership, its underlying mechanisms and its consequent divisiveness, I am hesitant. In 1754, Jean-Jacques Rousseau wrote:

"The first person who, having enclosed a plot of land, took it into his head to say 'this is mine' and found people simple enough to believe him, was the true founder of civil society. What crimes, wars, murders, what miseries and horrors would the human race have been spared, had someone pulled up the stakes or filled in the ditch and cried out to his fellow men: 'Do not listen to this impostor. You are lost if you forget that the fruits of the earth belong to all and the earth to no one!'"

With all that said, I really like this house and the community. The house sits right across the street from a small college reminding me of the community I grew up in where I lived only four blocks from a similar small college. Walking through the campus, sledding its snow-covered hills, Saturday afternoon football games, all the students with plans and a purpose; as an elementary schooler it was my first introduction to the wider world. It feels appropriate that now 60 years later I might (in a sense) return to my childhood.

Though our search for a house started as an exercise in capitalism, this house has reminded me that I do not want to buy property as an investment; for the sake of owning property. Unfortunately though, because my whole life I have prioritized learning and growth and experience and (perhaps most damning) dreams over the attainment of wealth, I am likely unable to afford this house. We are hearing from the real estate agents that the owners may potentially be open to any offer, but the last thing I want to do is insult their parents’ legacy. Perhaps it may count for something that I am interested in taking care of not only their decades with the house but nearly 200 years of history and character. Perhaps it may count for something that I see this as a potential labor of love and as a possible legacy for who knows how many generations to come. Perhaps it may count for something that I am still dreaming…

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Dog Poop

“Karen” - entitled, excessively demanding, dismissive, privileged, angry.

This week I was confronted by a ‘Karen’ who had just backed a third car into her driveway, got out of her car, stood in her drive, watched my dog poop, then imperiously asked, “Do you need a bag for that?” In hindsight, I should have responded, “Do you need to sell one or two cars and take a bus?” I’m pretty sure Karen’s carbon footprint is larger than mine because I don’t drive and we only have one car and my wife is also my Uber driver. That said, her tantrum did motivate me to research and I found out she is right. I have suffered the delusion all these years that dog poop is natural fertilizer - it is not. Unfortunately, most people confronted by Karen, instead of researching in an effort to learn and grow, would dig in and fire back. And upon receiving that response, most ‘Karens’ would further fortify their entitled, demanding, dismissive, privileged, angry buffer and find further justification for their pretentious truculence. I believe I have just described the (lack of) communication on our political spectrum in this country. On the left are a very, very, very, very large number of Karens who prefer pretentiousness to progress; and on the right (led by pot-stirrers) are a very, very, very, very large number of trembling traditionalists who prefer reassurance to reality.

Oh, and btw Karen, I went home, got a bag, and went back and picked up my dog’s leavings, and I have since begun carrying pooch poop pouches with me wherever we go. Please know though that I am likely the exception. Your methods are not going to work on most of the people you address as lesser beings, and - oh yeah - you really should sell a couple of cars. Thank you for listening.

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Top Forty Final

After months of compiling lists then listening to 60+ albums, here are my Top Forty:

  1. Queen - Night at the Opera
  2. Pink Floyd - Dark Side of the Moon
  3. Led Zeppelin - IV
  4. Leonard Cohen - The Essential Leonard Cohen
  5. Jimmy Buffett - You Had To Be There
  6. Jethro Tull - Aqualung
  7. Little Feat - Waiting For Columbus
  8. Three Dog Night - Seven Separate Fools
  9. Elton John - Madman Across the Water
  10. Cat Stevens - Teaser and the Firecat
  11. The Beatles - Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band
  12. Johnny Cash - American IV
  13. Soul Asylum - Let Your Dim Light Shine
  14. The Who - Who's Greatest Hits 1983
  15. Collective Soul - Collective Soul
  16. Neville Brothers - Live on Planet Earth
  17. Rusted Root - Live Disc 2
  18. Creedence Clearwater Revival - Chronicle
  19. Steve Earle - I Ain't Ever Satisfied
  20. Tom Waits - The Early Years Vol. 1
  21. Sonia Dada - Sonia Dada
  22. The Eagles - Greatest Hits
  23. Lynyrd Skynyrd - Pronounced
  24. James McMurtry - Complicated Game
  25. Old Crow Medicine Show - Old Crow Medicine Show
  26. Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young - So Far
  27. Tom Waits - The Heart of Saturday Night
  28. The Clumsy Lovers - Smart Kid
  29. Frente! - Marvin the Album
  30. Rusted Root -Remember
  31. Finn Brothers - Finn
  32. Michael Franti - All Rebel Rockers
  33. The Badlees - River Songs
  34. Doobie Brothers - Best of the Doobies
  35. Lyle Lovett - The Road to Ensenada
  36. Counting Crows - Underwater Sunshine
  37. Supertramp - Breakfast in America
  38. Jackson Browne - Running on Empty
  39. Eric Clapton - Time Pieces
  40. Moby - Play
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Change Agents

Salvation:

  • “Ultimately, to be saved is to actively seek then find Beauty, Truth, Wisdom, Justice. But because these Ideals in their perfection are not possible in a single lifetime, existentially, to be saved becomes momentary glimpses of their potential.”
  • “I am not good enough to save myself. But I am good enough to help save others. …I can only help to save myself if I, in turn, also have the help of others. Existentially, to be saved cannot be an individual pursuit.”
  • “Those in power have mistaken personal gain for salvation.”
  • “…every day in which I don’t do enough, (which is every day), I am a disappointment to tomorrow. Tomorrow does not care how much money I have, or how many people I supervise, or how many rules I make. Tomorrow only wants the consideration it is due, but tomorrow is constantly overshadowed, shoved out of the way, bullied, by today. One day when tomorrow has had enough, it will go away mad and never come back.”
  • "Without tomorrow, there is no salvation.”

When a belief becomes a fundamental belief becomes a Fundamental Truth, one is lost in today.

Ingredients to magically transform uncertainty (i.e. belief) into certainty (i.e. Fundamental Truth):

  • Fear of Inconsequence and/or
  • Entitled Wealth and/or
  • Pretentious Power and/or
  • Accomplished Bias.
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Food as Song

Food and Music - two of the most magical things on this planet.

I can't imagine cooking at home without listening to music. I am inspired by song to work similar magic on a dish and/or a meal; to bring contrasting and complementary ingredients together in a fusion of flavors, textures, aromas, and presentation. I have done well enough in these efforts that for some years now the masses around me have clamored for a cookbook - translation: one or two people have mentioned it once or twice. So to that end, here we go.

In addition to the flavor and spice added by my journaled thoughts, you will of course find recipes. These are divided into twelve chapters as follows:

  1. Opening Acts
  2. Food Medleys
  3. Headliners
  4. Sammy & Patty
  5. Pasta
  6. Bowls
  7. Bread
  8. Potatoes and lesser vegetables
  9. Sides and Salads
  10. Condiments, Sauces, and Seasonings
  11. Fried Pizza
  12. Desserts

I wanted the food categories to be reasonably obvious or intuitive with (where I could) a respectful nod to music. That said, the following deserve a bit more explanation.

  • Potatoes and lesser vegetables: There is an ongoing argument in our family regarding potatoes. I, of course, maintain they are (not only a vegetable) but one you can root on! Others claim they do not deserve to be acknowledged as anything other than a starchy filler. From a health perspective, due to their high starch and carbohydrate content, they are labeled as a starchy vegetable and they do impact blood sugar so one should take that into account, but in my book - literally in my book - potatoes are King and all other vegetables are lesser beings.
  • Fried Pizza: This chapter reflects recent experimentation with new recipes, specifically pizza and pizza dough, and fried foods such as fried chicken and fish. The purpose is to publicly encourage myself to continue to improve these efforts. Please follow these recipes at your own risk and with a grain (or perhaps many grains) of salt, or pepperoni, or egg, or wheat flour, or olive oil, or beer… Good Luck!

On each chapter title page you will see a designated music genre and alongside each recipe in that chapter you will see a song that (in my mind) comes from that genre. Because I grew up in the 1960’s and 70’s, Classic Rock had to be spread over 3 different chapters. Classic Rock (for me) includes the subgenres British Invasion, Blues Rock, Hard Rock, Stadium Rock, Southern Rock, Rock Opera or Symphonic Rock, Glam Rock, and Psychedelic Rock. In Swingin’ Jazz I have included Vocal Jazz and Swing, and in Jazzy Blues I have included New Orleans and (again, in my mind) Rhythm and Blues. There are tools out there to help one pinpoint genres and subgenres and though in most instances we agreed, in a few cases we did not. Taste in music, as in food, is personal and nonjudgemental, but that should not preclude the occasional, spirited discussion championing one’s choices. Below are the chapters listed again with their associated music genre.

  1. Opening Acts: Rockabilly
  2. Food Medleys: Classic Rock 1960’s and 1970’s
  3. Headliners: Singer / Songwriter
  4. Sammy & Patty: More Classic Rock 1960’s and 1970’s
  5. Pasta: Swingin’ Jazz
  6. Bowls: And Still More Classic Rock 1960's and 1970's
  7. Bread: Alternative Rock
  8. Potatoes and lesser vegetables: Alternative Country Rock
  9. Sides and Salads: Jazzy Blues
  10. Condiments, Sauces, and Seasonings: Folk Rock
  11. Fried Pizza: New Age
  12. Desserts: Pop Rock

In the months it has taken me to work through this process, I have had three different working titles:

  1. Not my best effort…
  2. Structured Chaos: The Process of Preparing and Cooking a Meal
  3. Food as Song: My Culinary Playlist.

You will see all three themes reflected in these pages. And in addition, also from my original thought you will see Top 5 lists in each food category based partially on feedback from those who consistently taste my food. Each chapter will be presented in order of Top 5 followed by the leftovers in alphabetical order.

On the back cover I say “In this cookbook is a story of family and food and friendship and philosophy and music and art and effort and chaos and control.” There is no story without a cast of characters, and the people who have been in my life throughout my life certainly qualify. This effort is dedicated to these and (innumerable) other characters who have had influence. Thank you!

  • Mom
  • Dad
  • Jane - Wife of 45+ years
  • Camille - Daughter
  • Milan - Granddaughter
  • Moxie - Granddaughter
  • Tristan - Son
  • Uche - Daughter-in-law
  • Audrey - Daughter
  • Pam - Sister
  • Jim - Brother-in-law
  • Bob - Brother
  • Jeanice - Sister-in-law
  • Patty - Sister
  • Brent - Brother-in-law
  • Norman - Brother-in-law
  • Norma - Sister-in-law
  • Shay - Sister-in-law
  • Keith - Brother-in-law
  • Linda - Sister-in-law
  • Maurice - Brother-in-law
  • Susan - Sister-in-law
  • Fred - Friend
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