Bettering Happiness

From Bradley W. Schenck's work of fiction, Slaves of the Switchboard of Doom:

"G-94VA's discomfort became acute and acquired an entirely new flavor.

It's difficult to describe, to humans, the emotions that a robot feels in a situation like this. You need to first understand that a robot's entire sense of self worth is tied to its job performance. A welding robot welds, and is uncomfortable in the face of bad welding. A service robot cleans and repairs: broken, dirty things offend it on a deep and profound level. A giant robot smashes things, and unsmashed things, to a giant robot, look incomplete and disturbing.

Although G-94VA was not by nature a security robot, that's the job he had been assigned to do today and he had not done it well. You might make allowances for G-94VA, but G-94VA didn't know how to make allowances for himself. He had failed.

G-94VA was horrified. He stamped forward on his big, flat feet and moaned to himself..."

Now while my ENTIRE sense of self worth is NOT tied to my job performance, my sense of self worth on-the-job is permanently and inextricably linked to my job performance; and not by my job performance as defined by my employer or my supervisor or my peers, but only by my job performance as defined by me. And so, in this moment, I am horrified. The job I have been assigned to do, is not being done well. It is not being done well because we did not properly anticipate the load. I am approaching failure. Yes, we could simplify the process; and to do so would not only be simpler but would also be less expensive. But it would not come close to fulfilling those requirements as dictated by my definition of job performance. I will have failed.

I am a bettering robot. My job is to improve the process so it may better the outcome. Good enough is not good enough. Unfortunately, (and this is where I consistently run afoul of an entrenched and powerful bureaucrat or bureaucracy), it is quite typical that improvement / enrichment / bettering involves not only a lot of skeptical questioning, but also some controlled experimentation in order to correlate significance; and with experimentation comes initial added complexity (to see what matters), and some number of (what appear to be) steps backward (to eliminate what does not matter). And again unfortunately, once a process is bettered it must be doubted, and then it must be reassessed, tweaked, and fine-tuned, and (on occasion) overhauled; which may appear to some as constant upheaval, and unnecessary to a process that is already good enough. Each time a process is improved, yes, it is better; but all we have really done is to establish a new baseline for good enough. And good enough is not good enough.

When G-94VA failed at his assigned job, he did what any self-respecting robot would do; he chased after his elusive quarry in an attempt at redemption. When he, (much later in the book), ultimately determined he would not be able to realize his own high standards, after considerable robot-soul-searching, he found a new employer; one with power more evenly distributed than in the closed and angry fist of a single bureaucrat.

I am a bettering robot; and, for these last few years, I am an administrative robot. And while there is some satisfaction in the organizational aspects of an administrative function, once that is mastered, I must continue to enlarge my areas of responsibility so that I may aspirate enrichment. I am not fulfilled unless I am seeking Perfection; and since Perfection is not possible, I will never be satisfied.

All robots are bettering robots. All workers are not robots. All workers though, are mechanized. Bureaucrats are not robots because, if you remember, robots have emotions; bureaucrats are mechanized puppets. Some workers are mechanized sheep. Some workers are mechanized drones. Some workers are mechanized zombies. Some workers are simply mechanized tools. And some workers are mechanized hybrids; (for example, certain high-placed government officials today are mechanized zombie-sheep-puppets). It should also be noted that some workers bring human emotions into the workplace; robot emotions are better suited for the workplace, but only robots have robot emotions.

(Further elucidation: a mechanized puppet is controlled by a puppet-master, often in the form of rules, customs, and traditions. A mechanized sheep is a willing and unquestioning follower. A mechanized drone is an overpaid tool. A mechanized zombie is an unthinking provocateur. And a mechanized tool is a follower who falls on a spectrum between unenthusiastic and mildly subversive; a true subversive is most likely a robot. So as is apparent, humans nor robots are necessary for momentum; but robots are necessary for positive change, and humans are necessary for relationships.)

For job performance, it is good to be a robot. For a husband, or a father, or a friend, it is not always so good to be a robot, because robots seek Perfection. And to seek Perfection in others can be truly subversive to a human relationship. Human emotions are much better suited to maintaining relationships, and on occasion they must be utilized in the workplace. I believe I have finally entrenched this learning into my learning presidio.

But I believe one can also conclude from this, that robot emotions and robot systems / tactics / methods are better suited for improvement in the workplace. To unsettle an apple cart, and at the same time to not lose or irrevocably bruise too many apples, requires reasoned calculation. In the workplace, mechanized techniques absent robot circumspection will, at best, maintain status quo. In the evolving workplace, human emotions will, at best, muddy the waters. Robot emotions and robot systems / tactics / methods are better suited for subversive enrichment.

Today, I believe subversive enrichment is necessary.

Today is a good day to be a robot.

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A Market for Happiness

This week I had occasion to write and send the following email:

It could be convincingly argued that in the context of "ALL" past, present, and future, there is only inconsequentiality. Yet within this realm of ALL, there is the context of Humanity. And within this context of Humanity, I believe that there is consequentiality. I also believe that consequentiality within the context of Humanity requires an ever-growing webbed complexity of (seemingly) inconsequential addition and multiplication, further refined by division and subtraction. For my infinitesimally small part, I am working to contribute some relevance to Humanity by: 1) understanding that my individual effort is immediately and essentially inconsequential; 2) understanding that through my individual effort I will eventually contribute, if not by addition or multiplication, then ultimately by subtraction; 3) understanding that without my effort, the sum total would be different; and 4) concluding from this reasoning that effort is necessary; (addition and/or subtraction is necessary before multiplication or division is possible, and to subtract zero will not change the result).

Based on this understanding, publication, (whatever the odds), on the back pages of your periodical is not worth the $60 in groceries your subscription would require. If this is how you equivocally judge worthiness for a chance at acceptance into (the outer ring of) your inner circle, then I must remain outside looking in. If instead, this is a necessary reading or processing fee, please label it as such and offer a complementary / complimentary subscription; and I will unfortunately still be on the outside looking in. If, regardless and/or however, you are interested in a truthful account of a food decision based on personal philosophy---an account written before I read your food issue or knew of your call for subscriptive entries---please follow this link, (http://hopelesshappiness.com/2017/06/raiding-happiness/), and/or please consider the word document attached.

Thank you for your efforts.

This week, these thoughts alongside some harsh truthfulness and a bit of unexpected approval have combined to solidify my uncertainty regarding the circumstantially appropriate profusion and intensity of serious communication; especially that communication conveyed by action and grounded in reasoned effort and sincerity.

If you followed the link above, it is this dietary consideration that I am referencing. And I have found it difficult to keep this to myself in that I frequently dine with others. But by unavoidably sharing my actions, I have been questioned, dismissed, scorned, lectured, and accused of "holier than thou" behavior.

Being human, I tend toward the defensive...

I am not a zealot; but then again, that is what an overzealous zealot would say. I am not an evangelical superhero; but then again, that is what a puffed up do-gooder would say. I am not to be dismissed; but then again, that is what one who fears inconsequentiality would say. And I must have some of these qualities, because I write with zeal every week in an admitted effort to Save the World and to find personal purpose; but then again, I don't ask anyone to read my written thoughts, and in this regard everyone has been most obliging.

So do I embrace my zealotry and begin marketing my superpowers? If recent reaction is any indication, I should, (whenever possible), remain hidden and silent; and if it weren't for that one aforementioned, unexpected bit of approval, that is what I would do; and though "to solidify uncertainty" is a bit of an oxymoron, this is where I am at.

The bit of positive recognition this week that has my gears grinding: verbal acknowledgement of my consistent efforts toward consistent effort. I have heard this, unsolicited, from two different individuals on two different fronts. To be acknowledged for my volitional effort is probably one of the greatest compliments I could receive; though I realize that it is also immediately and essentially inconsequential. Regardless, it is inconsequentially gratifying. But it still does not help me with direction. Do I focus on marketing? Or do I continue to ply all my resources toward production? It feels like production would be more productive---(Duh?)---but without marketing, how will the World know it is being Saved? If I choose production, the question then becomes, do I have faith that those with more talent for marketing will find (or think) these (or similar) thoughts, and run with them, persuading others, (many, many, many, many others), that divisive narcissism is not the answer? And though I have consistently opted for production and faith, I have recently suffered a breach of that faith from within the context of American Humanity.

In many cases, effort cannot be judged as addition or as subtraction in the moment. I believe division is more obvious. Recent months, leading to this moment, I believe we have experienced far more division, (what will prove to be) subtraction, and potential addition by subtraction, than addition or multiplication. As stated last week, this may be an opportunity for learning. We must simply do the math.

But I have gotten sidetracked...

The question was, and remains---Production? Or Marketing?

I believe it is time for some marketing. But how do I sell my thoughts to others when I am skeptical? How does one sell uncertainty, with confidence? And who is my market?

Daniel J. Boorstin said, "It is the illusion of knowledge, not ignorance, [that is] the greatest obstacle to discovery." I would add that it is quiescent ignorance that permits an illusion of knowledge, and together they bask in each other's warm glow, and if the illusion of knowledge attracts a sufficient quantity of quiescent ignorance it manifests as a glowing, sticky blob that inhibits discovery and progress. We must somehow learn to transform quiescent ignorance into an active, skeptical, questioning acknowledgement of ignorance, so it may break free from its blobstruction.

This is a daunting task and a difficult market. From what I have seen, the illusion of knowledge and quiescent ignorance, once joined, appear to be like an old married couple: happy and set in their ways. I see no way of even approaching the illusion of knowledge, hunkered down in the very heart of this warm, sticky fortification. Perhaps we could chip away at the fringes, luring recently acquired quiescent ignorance with promises of greater satisfaction; but part of the reason it is a hard sell is because it involves effort to skeptically question whereas quiescence is... well... easy. Now we are back where I began, concluding that effort is necessary. But why would someone buy THAT, when instead they can take it easy. Perhaps a less difficult market would be back down the road, selling to approaching travelers before they are ensnared. And I know this must be done, but it feels like that effort spent going back, could be better spent going around and progressing further up the road. And when we do that, marketing makes no sense; we have already acquired this market. We could also explore and find other blobstructions; there are more out there, and some may be less sticky. But just as I felt going back down the road, this effort too feels less productive.

I am down to approximately 24 hours before deadline; so if I don't come back, for now I will 1) continue to focus on production, 2) actively hope for a marketing guru, and 3) (as illustrated by the aforementioned email sent earlier this week), be more aware of judicious direct marketing opportunities.

Today, in this moment, uncertainty is a tough sell.

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Happiness, indeed

I am appreciative of our President; and if his unwavering insistence on blow-drying each and every Presidential utterance is more than simple tumescent inexperience, I may even be proud of him. Knowingly or not, he has brought into the light what we have previously worked very hard to keep hidden just beneath a veneer of brittle civility. By styling his tact and comportment as he has, he has become a caricature of America; and by that, I mean he is a caricature of what we had become before we promoted him from billionaire buffoon to Billionaire Buffoon. The seemingly irreparable divisiveness created by our ignorance and our arrogance, did not originate with this President. He has simply awakened the slumbering beast and continues to provoke it; multiple times daily.

I understand that the traditional division of conservative vs. liberal will not neatly or completely fit into a rough-hewn wooden box of ignorance nor into a hand-painted porcelain egg of arrogance. However, based on personal observation, there are many followers within each camp that do appear to neatly and completely fit within their respective container. They appear to fit by allowing one characteristic to swallow the other characteristic whole, before spewing it back at their perceived opponent; essentially creating an inverted mirror image. Temperamentally, the two camps are more alike than they are different.

When ignorance ingests arrogance, it often heaves it back as proud tradition. When arrogance ingurgitates ignorance, it often lurches back up as pompous certainty. Maintaining unnecessary tradition is arrogant; alleging absolute authority is ignorant; both stymie progress.

More succinctly said, tradition is the arrogance spewed back by ignorance, and certainty is the ignorance spewed back by arrogance.

If indeed, our President's ultimate purpose is to painfully tear at the already-gaping wound created by our ignorance and our arrogance, thus forcing us to come closer together in order to heal, I am indeed, proud to be an American. It is time to heal. If however, his ignorance is genuine, then perhaps and regardless, his larger-than-life example will aid the rest of us in recognizing our own ignorance and arrogance; and I promise, each one of us cycles, (and sometimes devours), our fair share of each. In varying circumstantial degrees, each one of us consistently practice ignorance and arrogance, as well as all of the human failings and some occasional number of human virtues that fall in between.

Recognition is an opportunity for learning, and reasoned learning is an opportunity to move forward. It has become clear that to make progress we must change direction; and we must change behavior beyond just painting a shiny new veneer.

Thank you Mr. President. You are, indeed, leading by example.

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Proportional Happiness

Below is an entire bookstore as sectioned by the retail gods of proportional profits. Below this list are some personal observations.

1 Antiques & Collectibles
3 Art
5 Crafts & Hobbies
2 Wedding/Etiquette
1 Beauty & Fashion
1 Exercise & Fitness
3 Health & Wellness
5 Diets & Nutrition
1 Nursing
1 Medicine
2 Psychology
4 Personal Growth & Development

  • 2 Self-Help
  • 1 Relationships
  • 1 Success
2 Gardening
1 Decorating/Interior Design
1 Home Reference
3 International Travel
2 Missouri Travel
1 Travel
2 U.S. Travel
9 Romance
8 Mystery
14 Science Fiction/Fantasy
7 Manga
7 Graphic Novels
6 Teen Fantasy & Adventure
2 Teen Romance
1 Teen Non-Fiction
5 Teen Fiction
1 Shakespeare
2 Poetry
1 Literary Theory
1 Westerns
34 Fiction & Literature
1 Hardcover Bestsellers
1 Paperback Bestsellers
1 Teen Bestsellers
1 Young Reader Bestsellers
1 Discover Great New Writers
6 Biography
2 Top Picks in Cookbooks
12 Cookbooks
  • 1 Favorite Chefs
  • 2 All-Purpose
  • 1 Specialty Cookbooks
  • 1 Grilling, Smokers, Slow Cookers & More
  • 2 Diet, Special Diets, Paleo & Juicing
  • 1 Vegetarian & Vegan
  • 1 Breads, Cakes, Cookies & Desserts
  • 1 Entertaining, Beer, Wines & Spirits
  • 2 French, Italian & Regional World Cooking
1 On Screen
3 Music
  • 1 Sheet Music, Songbooks & Scores
  • 1 History & Reference
  • 1 Biographies
2 Philosophy
1 Ancient Mysteries & Lost Knowledge
1 Supernatural & Mystical Philosophies
1 Divination & Dreams
1 Self-Transformation
6 Activity Books
  • 1 Word Puzzles
  • 2 Coloring
  • 1 Card Games, Chess, Gambling & More
  • 2 Crosswords
1 Religion
2 Christian Fiction
6 Christian Life
  • 1 Christian History & Theology
  • 3 Living the Christian Life
  • 1 Words of Comfort
  • 1 Marriage, Family & Relationships
1 Top Picks in Christian Life
5 Bibles
1 Cultural Studies
1 True Crime
10 History
  • 4 U.S. History
  • 3 War
  • 3 World History
1 Social Sciences
3 Current Affairs
  • 2 Domestic Affairs
  • 1 World Affairs
1 College Life
4 Test Preparation
  • 2 College-Level Exams
  • 1 High School-Level Exams
  • 1 Graduate-Level Exams
3 Language Learning
1 Libros en Espanol
3 Reference
  • 1 Writing, Publishing & Editing, Style Guides & Grammar
  • 1 Public Speaking, Dictionaries, Thesauri, Quotations, Almanacs & Atlases
  • 1 Practical & How-To Guides, Disaster Preparedness, Genealogy & Legal
1 Top Picks in Business
6 Business
  • 3 Management
  • 1 Marketing Concepts, Marketing Strategies & Consumer Behavior
  • 1 Economics & Financial Markets
  • 1 Entrepreneurship, Start-Ups & Small Business
1 Top Picks in Money Management
1 Money Management (Personal Finance)
1 Top Picks in Technology
5 Technology
  • 1 Online Life, Phones, Tablets & Other Devices
  • 1 Photoshop, Graphics & Web Design
  • 1 Programming
  • 2 Mac OS X, Windows & Office Applications
5 Science
  • 1 Science Writing & Reference
  • 2 Physical Science
  • 1 Biological Science
  • 1 Math, Statistics & Probability
5 Sports
  • 2 Team Sports
  • 2 Individual Sports
  • 1 Outdoor Sports & Survival
3 Humor (Books That Make You Laugh)
2 Nature & Wildlife
4 Parenting
  • 1 Parenting
  • 1 Pregnancy & Childbirth
  • 1 Infant & Toddler
  • 1 School Age
1 Pets
1 Dogs

Observations:

Science = Sports

Domestic Affairs + Nature & Wildlife = Parenting

Philosophy = Poetry

Reference + Humor + True Crime = Business

Current Affairs + Social Sciences +Cultural Studies + Divination & Dreams + Ancient Mysteries & Lost Knowledge + Literary Theory + Shakespeare + Antiques & Collectibles = History

Crafts & Hobbies = Diets & Nutrition

Technology = Biography

Christian + Bibles = Science Fiction / Fantasy

Art + Music + Activity Books + Money Management = Cookbooks

Language Learning + Current Affairs + College Life + On Screen + Beauty and Fashion + Self Transformation + Supernatural & Mystical Philosophies = Romance

Word Puzzles = Religion = Survival

Religion + Cultural Studies = Team Sports

Travel = Mystery

Marriage, Family & Relationships + Parenting = Crosswords

Exercise & Fitness + Nursing + Medicine = Health & Wellness

Coloring + Cultural Studies = War

Psychology = Beer, Wines & Spirits + Cakes, Cookies & Desserts + (1/2 Philosophy) - Biological Science

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A Plea for Happiness

I suppose I should be grateful to be interrupted, ignored, ordered about, or, (in one recent incident), picked up and bodily moved to a more convenient spot in order to appease another's sense of propriety. I should be grateful because these are expressions of soulspeak, reminding me that truthfulness presents a more vibrant sense of reality than does insincerity. Yet though I extol the advantages of discourtesy, I believe that this choice between deception and truthfulness is more often made, based on one's perceived power over another as opposed to one's sincere regard for another. So in the same breath that I recommend truthfulness, I also encourage sincere regard.

Additionally and unavoidably, despite the value of these reminders, because my perspective begins and ends within my sense of me, it is still difficult for me to step back in deference to another me that's not me; especially when, (from my perspective), their me is not more consequential than my me---which, (let's be truthful), is very likely more often than not. Once again, my Humanity trips me up.

The difficulties created by searching for the exact appropriate mix of truthfulness and deception, within the volatility of circumstantial Humanity, are insurmountable; but by purposing sincere regard I believe these difficulties become somewhat more manageable, whereas by employing opportunistic manipulation I believe these difficulties become (at their best) divisive and (at their worst) toxic.

So what is my point? Where am I going? Answering these questions is important because in this moment there are 7,513,366,291 other individuals, all with their own personal sense of me, who do not give a fibber's phew-art that my me has been offended.

I must ponder...

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To begin, I believe one objective is, (as it is most every week), to encourage personal progress by moving past my Humanity without losing touch with my Humanity. But is there additional big-picture learning to be had, beyond my pettiness?

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Yes.

In this moment there are 7,513,617,826 individuals who are being impacted, daily, by opportunistic manipulation. And if I were to conjecture, I believe there are fewer than 7,513,618 individuals who sincerely regard the other 7,513,619,601. I would not be surprised to find there are fewer than 7,514 individuals with consistent sincere regard encompassing all of Humanity; this is the nature of being 1 within the entire scope of past, present, and future Humanity.

First and foremost, "the nature of being 1" requires all input to be interpreted by me and all personal output to emanate from me. Next, if there is sincere regard remaining to extend toward others, I (as me) am most likely to spend this regard on family, friends, (perhaps) community, and (on occasion) nation, leaving very little currency, (partially dependent upon the rate of exchange), for the entirety of Humanity. And finally, sincere regard on a large scale will likely be interpreted as discourtesy because (if it is truly sincere) it will likely deviate, (sometimes wildly so), from the consensus norm; and I believe a consensus will always reflect outdated thought.

Progress demands deviation from the norm.

This is the lesson I must learn to live, when I am in touch with the vibrant reality of opportunistic manipulation.

And if I am able to live this learning, I believe others are also able to find value within the deception of false courtesy, and within the truthfulness of discourtesy whether it originates from perceived power or sincere regard.

And if I am able to live this learning, I may also begin to recognize my me as bully and learn to curb my disproportionate appetite for power.

And if I am able to live this learning, perhaps I am able to temper the abruptness of norm deviations stemming from sincere regard. To do this I must begin from common ground instead of, (as is too often the case), screaming opinionated thought across a great divide, thus only widening the chasm.

We are in a time/circumstance in which we are caught up in back-and-forth volleys of name-calling, accusations, bickering, and recriminations.

It is not only okay, it is necessary to disagree.

I believe it to be far more productive to disagree from common ground.

I must consistently communicate common ground.

We must meet on common ground.

Please...

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